Role Model

How cool is to have a hero who inspires you to do something more then you would normally do... in this story I will call such people not hero’s (not because Batman and Spiderman doesn't exist) but 'role models'. As far as I remember myself, I always had role models around me. Not sure if I chose them wisely - that could be commended by you... So I started my collection as all normal kids having father as a role model. Later I became more and more independent from parents and more influenced by local friends in the street. I always wanted to ride bike faster then kid from 4th floor, catch bigger fish then my cousin in village, score more points playing basketball with older guys in the yard! And God is my witness; I was practicing to reach their level! Remember those summer days when I used to wake in early morning because of lousy moms hair dryer which she used to use before going to office and loud Tv with cartoons which my sister was watching before going to kindergarten... As soon they leave, I used to get up, make few sandwiches and go practice with my bike and basketball before other friends join me late noon...
Another tremendous impact on my life was done by AIESEC. Here I found many inspiring people whom I wanted follow and believe. However today I started to think if I'm really happy what I did to myself... I was surrounded by so many people whom I couldn't be so that now I don't know if I'm good even at one damn thing…

Conversation

Conversation with Pakistani guy...
A: so when you planning to get marry?
P: oh, I don't know... Maybe in 4-5 years...
A: so do you have any girl in mind?
P: oh no! I don't care too much. I'll let it do to my mom...
A: ???
P: what my mom will choose for me, I know it will be perfect...
A: don't you want to be involved in that process?
P: naah... Anyways girls don't like me...
A: I'm sure that many girls would find you smart...
P: my mom selected wife for my brother, so let her select and for me...
A: (sigh)... 'whatever'

Bang Bang !

People - only one creature in the world who purposely developing weapons not to defend themselves but kill each other.
I like when I find a competitive enemy. I know he will not give up to me. I know we will be sneaky to each other and we will never close eyes while sleeping. I like to feel that someone can stand against me. I like to be in concious. Every minute, any second - Bang! And you are dead... No second chance...

Each time someone falls - I get bigger, stronger and faster. I need you to feed my hunger...

Bang!